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sometimes i think i've got a split personality disorder. the me in school and the me at home are totally different. it's weird. and i'm starting to dislike the former me because it's getting me (both of them) into trouble with people.
i'm never touching my shoes in class again.
i think my body's giving way or something... look at the state of it! argh! i'm at home resting while the rest are swimming their arms off. ugh. stupid ear. stupid knees. stupid rectus femorises. stupid fat. stupid me. this is so stupid.
i feel like i'm physically and intellectually degenerating :(
if there was a drain i could jump and disappear into, i'd go for it right now.